I want to plan well for my future, but i want to enjoy the flexibility.
Nobody has the answer to everything, except him/them/it from above.
We got to try in order to know the outcome and result.
Today i learnt something new.
He told me "It's better to have tried and failed then to regret not trying"
It's better to have love and fail then to regret not loving at all.
It's better to have try working hard towards our future then to not try at all.
The ride to the plot of field was a short but memorable one. It makes me understand that you meant it afterall. You were serious about building the future together.
I don't know if the time is right. And i guess you don't know as well.
But i guess im ready to take the risk together with you. But this should not be a burden to you at all. It should be something we both look forward to and not burden to anyone of us.
I've told you my stand, i'll rather delay all the current plans we have then to have you giving up the chance of entering into the new walk that you may embark. For i know you longed for this and i trust your capability.
Let's hold our hands tight and pray for the best and nature will take it course.
Plans will work out, which ever path we take. It's just a matter of distance.
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